The moment she saw me she left the appartment running unsure what to do! I followed her running I was so mad I would have been able to kill her. To you reader this ma be shocking not only to me but to you too Hanah is my only sister! I kept running down the stairs because she took the elevator. The appartment was on the 9th floor so I had no chance catching up bas as soon as I got down I looked to my right and to my left but missed looking strait. I heard this loud horn that made me automaticly run and that's when I saw her laying in middle of the street with her body and cothing drowned in blood. In that moment I lost it tears started flowing from my eyes creating stains of tears on her clothing which spread the blood I wasn't able to handle it I started screaming people in the street stopped to look and Bader tried to calm me down.
Bader: we called the ambulance breathe
me: why should I?? she's not! don't you get it I killed I did this to her! MY SISTER IS GONE AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! what if it was yours what would you do ha? ha rid 3alay!!
Bader: Rashid ta3awath min iblees ili ga3id itsawee mo Zain!!
after he tried to calm me down a guy came running and stood in front of me I was about to pick a fight with him when I heard him telling Bader that he got the car's number and that it was a young guy. the ambulance arrives and declared her death I was devistated and I blacked out.
I opened my eyes and everything seemed soo blurry...
and suddenly everything came back to me and the tears started leaving my eyes. Bader came in and tried to calm me down which took him about ten minutes. he told me that my parents didn't want to see me and that I'm staying at his place. I was shocked by their decision and until this day my father hasn't asked about me. My mother passed by the appartment from time to time to make sure I'm eating and taking my pills. And this is where I am now, it's been about 2 years and I still haven't seen the street! All my friends tried to convince me to go out and have fun but I refused every time that they gave up on me. And today I decided to leave the place but I didn't want any of the guys to come with me. I looked in the mirror after I got dressed and what I saw was scary I looked terible it seemed like I lost all the weight a human could loose and I needed to shave. so I left the appartment to look for a 7alaq. As the elevator doors opened the sunlight struck me even though there was a glass door between us. Ohhh how much I missed the sun! I walked in the streets like a lost puppy....
